i guess it's final now, perhaps this may work out altogether for what is best for you? but nonetheless, you will be missed by us. the many times that we joke about stuff, eat together, lectures n tutorials together. Though i know that i dont go out with you guys as often, i miss you. seriously i do. it took me a day to gather all my emotions to react with the news. perhaps, with this second chance, you will do much better? personally, i believe that you will strive for what you achieve my dear. so..go for it and dont let the mentality of not being able to do it diverts you to another path okay.all the best in everything that you do.
i love you my dear friend.