Saturday, December 31, 2005
This is the last hour of 2005. Another chapter of my life will soon closes, leaving behind the good and the bad times. 2005 has been an eventful year. First semester, being the most senior batch, others expect more from you. Moreover, as a prefect and a council member, having to juggle also with the post as the president of choir has not been easy. With SYF and all, there were countless times that i just could not take it and broke down. And not forgetting the stress. But thinking back now, those difficulties that i faced moulded me into a better person and the values that i've learnt are priceless.
Looking at second semester now, no doubt it was the most grueling period. We had to mug real hard for prelims and Os. Retired from prefectorial board, choir and council, but still, am emotionally attached to them.
2005. Not forgetting the people i've met throughout my eight years in SAC. Most importantly, the people that i've met in my secondary school life. they played a big part in my life. My encouragers, and my friends and all. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to know you all. you guys had made a difference in my life. You all made me realised how much i mean to all of you. thanks for being there for me, for lending me that shoulder that I needed. without you all, I probably have gone crazy and stuck in my own thoughts.
Here's a message to all of you:
vann: Thanks for all these while darling(=. For being there to encourage me always. I'm really glad that our friendship grew stronger even though we were in different classes in sec 3. there are just too many things to say. i love you (=
weiqin: remember our hottest topic ever? that _ _ _ _ ? Thanks for listening to my crap and showing me your affection openly!(= You shall be 'C' okay?(= And really, thanks for tonight weiwei. i love you(=
siewcheng: 'B'! (= parn-da. But not the little one anymore(= i love you. There are so many things that I want to say. thanks for everything. I'll never forget those wonderful times, and thanks for tonight as well!(=
charmane: cow! I haven't seen you for a long long time. How have you been? even thoughwe are not very close, i am still grateful to have met you(=
diyanah: LION!(= I'll never forget how fierced you were. heh.I'll never forget how we dreaded to go for council meetings too. And those fun times together!
linette: pigpig!(= thanks for being there for me. i'm really really glad to have met you!(= i love you
Last but not least.. the six:
hey guys!really really thanks for everything. It's the end of the year and we all have to part, but it's just part of our lives. We'll still meet someday. I will always remember those silly jokes that we laughed at. How we always sat on the floor during recess at the back of the canteen. How sometimes, our usual seat on the floor was taken by others. there were times that we almost sat under the sun to eat. How slow wei was and her don't waste time.(= how contagious nette's laughter was. How char mug for mid-years. how noisy cheng was. how mad didi went. How we get into our group of six during group work and our geog song!((= Really really thanks for playing a part in my secondary school life. i love you guys. (:
I was on the phone with adlin at 1 am plus.yar. Our late night talks(= We talked about lots of stuff. And the term "letting go". she made me realise how much i mean to her, i had tears in my eyes when she actually told me that. And that sweet girl, she say she'll call the special-est of the special people when she reached melbourne on the 10th feb(= and she came up with around 10 names.haha. Had a talk about prefects and we were talking about those night duties. how dead and tired we were after night duties. and when we were sec 3, the council made the temporary new council in charge of the sec 2 parents' night. We were running around the whole night to make sure everything ran well. we did refreshments. We wanted to split the work, i was suppose to do the 1st and 2nd floor, and she was suppose to do the 3rd and 4th floor. But somehow, in the end, we did everything together.
I was okay. But the moment before I knew it, i went into a sudden depression. yes, just suddenly. I even thought of going to sleep and not wake up again. I know it's a silly thought. Am I depriving myself from it? I don't know but i don't want to influence anybody.
Anyway, i'm alright now(= thanks nic, sc n adlin.
Alrights, happy new year's eve!(=
Friday, December 30, 2005
I hope gramophone accepts me.(=
I had delicious delifrance for lunch!yay!(= siew cheng didn't get it!yay. bleah.=p evil me.
Oh! do you know who is chris? I would love to know. barhh. i shall drop that now.
p.s. im fetching parn-da from work tmr!yay(= im a nice person. lalala.see you guys tmr(=
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
I'll be having a haircut tomorrow. heh. I still don't know if i'm going out with room tomorrow. I miss room a lot. It has been a long time since the four of us went out. guohui and i were saying that if both vann and matt can't make it, then it'll be RO outing. hah.(= anyway.
I finally had my nails cut. So after dinner at simei, i went back home to practise piano. I played 2 movements of Ravel, it was quite alright. I tried the 3rd movement. it's the most difficult one. oh my. All the notes everywhere!!=| I attempted one page and then switched to play Chopin's Etudes. No problem with right hand except those 6 bars which I played for over ten times and caused my hand to ache. Accidentals everywhere. I was frustrated as usual, but I pushed myself. After playing for more than ten times and when I finally got it for the 1st time, i was like YAY. My mum asked me what's wrong. haha. I was just expressing my joy.(= therefore I continued playing many times more. 45 minutes of practise.
If you have a bible, read proverbs 2:1-9.(= if not click here for the link.
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
that's something I came across today. We entrust our faith to God.(= Trust in God in whatever you do, moreover, nothing is impossible with God(=
I finally get to see parn-da tomorrow after not seeing her for 22 days. Finally(= parn-da, i miss you a whole lot. yay.
alrights. that's all.i dont feel like updating anymore.heh.
Monday, December 26, 2005
Love needs expression:
Somehow the command to love doesn't get through to us. We may confess that we lack a strong faith, but seldom do we admit that we are deficient in love. Perhaps we feel we're as loving as the next person, and maybe a little bit more.
After all, we're sensitive to the hurts of other people. Our hearts go out to battered wives and abused children when we read about them in the newspaper. We shift uneasily in front of our TVs when we see little children sobbing with hunger or sitting in silent despair beyond crying.
But deep inside we know that genuine caring reaches beyond feelings to action. Caring, like steam or electricity, isn't worth much unless something happens as a result of it. Love without deeds is useless, just as talent not demonstrated in creative ways is wasted. Both must be expressed or they are no better than a myth.
Because we can't do everything, we often don't do anything. If you want to be a loving person, don't start by taking on the needs of the whole world. Start with caring about one person and build from there.
"you're a big girl now"(quoted from uncle simon). Indeed i am. i'm v fortunate to get to know God even though i come from a non-Christian fammily. And I am extrremely grateful for this. With encouragement from my brothers and sisters, i grow spiritually day by day. Under the guidance of God, I began to overcome new things. Moreover, with God, nothing is impossible! Christmas is exactly in two weeks! I am very excited! It's because i'll be going to Christmasland(= And I really hope, not just hope, i want to attend regular service in church. Despite hearing rejections, I managed to ask mum about it. What shocked me was, i asked without any hesitation!(= Whatever it is, I just want to thank God for being there for me, holding my hand and walking this journey with me. Without You, I will not be here. Therefore I say, thank you(=
A late Merry Christmas to one and all(=. I enjoyed myself on the 24th. Having saved for a year and 2 days now, has changed me. It's really amazing of what God can do in one person's life. I'm glad that matthew came(=. I haven't seen him for quite a long time. The whole service was great(=. When we sang O Holy Night, I had tears in my eyes. The presence of God was so strong in the hall. I shook hands with people around me and wished them Merry Christmas when we sang Feliz Navidad(=
I saw xuelin!(= I miss xue. I haven't seen her since umm..a long time. She still messes my hair and touch my face to say that my skin is still as smooth as last time-.- .We actually stood there and talked for more than 5 minutes.heh.(:
Three cheers for vj choir(= I enjoyed your last session of caroling today. Daniel was caroling as well. heh. anyway. it was really enjoyable(=
I'm glad that i cleared those thoughts. Actually, i felt that you have the right to know. So i'm happy that i'm not hiding it from you anymore. I might have hurt you from what i said, i'm sorry. Whatever it is, thanks for being a great friend. I never regret knowing you. Thanks for letting me know how you feel now, at least now i do know how you feel. And once again, congratulations for getting into nj. room outing this week okay?i miss room. a lot. till then, take good care. see you soon(=
a msg to parn-da: i miss touching your rubbery parts((=love you parn-da(=
Thursday, December 22, 2005
Oh btw, siew cheng, adlin, did weiqin call you all? if not, call her yar?Ask her about fri night. alrights?
king kong later with dad and bro.(= yay
December is coming to an end. this means that i need to think of what i'll do for my 1st 3 months.-scratches head. i have no idea.=/ oh well. congrats to those who got into toh tuck(=, but that means i can't go out with you all as often.barhh. nvm, weekends!!(=
alrights i gtg. take care all.I'm coming back tomorrow(=
Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
oh. thanks jil for the songs(= and thank me for the photos too!!haha.
why the hesitation still?it has almost been a year.
Monday, December 05, 2005
quoted from my brother's blog.
7 things I plan to do before I die:
1. to serve Him
2. get married
3. have kids
4. to draw even nearer to Him
5. "love my neighbours" even more
6. get baptise
7. be more inquisite
7 things I can do:
1. Play piano
2. Play guitar
4. lead a group
5. be a listener
6. counsel people
7. be nice to people around me
7 things I cannot do:
1. be mean and arrogant
3. talk to a stranger
4. backstab another person
5. pretend to look happy when in fact i'm not
6. write reflection within 10 minutes
7. stay awake until 5am
7 things that attract me to the opposite sex:
6. how they dress
7. how they present themselves
7 things that I say most often:
7 celebrity crushes:
2. shawn yue
3. edision chen
4. nicholas tse
5. lin jun jie
6. nicky from westlife
7. shane from westlife
7 people I want them to do this "7" thingy:
1. siew cheng
yups.Last christmas last night was great. And vann is attracted to marcus.lol. rayner sang solo(= I saw daniel tong. Oh my goodness. I got a shock!! you mean he got in vj?he was on stage as well but i didn't see him. the girls were great too!(= vj choir is just so united right vann? Chicken Little tomorrow and lights at our REAL orchard road at night. yay. i can't wait!(=
ummm.. photos for prague will be up soon okay?(=
Saturday, December 03, 2005
oh. we clinched a GOLD.
yups a gold.
And I can't sleep!!oh!Last Christmas tomorrow(=. I'm looking forward to it. yuppie!
Alrighty.I've actually uploaded the photos into the computer but have yet to put it into the album, but i'll do it another day okay?
take care all.
I miss you guys.
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
You are a Believer
You believe in God and your chosen religion.
Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..
Your convictions are strong and unwavering.
You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.
i got this quiz from my bro's blog. so yups.
-yawns. i'm sleepy.heh. Last night i was quite emotional so i ended up talking to adlin on the phone. She's such a darling.(= And now i know who that courtshoe belongs to, haha. It's eunice's. lol. it's so funny.haha.
I'm off to Prague tonight, so this blog will be dead until i'm back.hah. so yups. take care guys(=
Sunday, November 20, 2005
Those are all the photos. OH!!I had a mini neoprint spree with panda too(=.yay. I really enjoyed myself today. thankies parn-da.i love you*hugs
Saturday, November 19, 2005
待我好不會保留The song above is very nice, though it's in cantonese. You want the song?ask me(=
mcq!i hardly did any.=/ And yar, new template.
Hmmm. are you guys free on wed for lunch?Our big feast remember?can we make it on wed?please. contact siewcheng! or me.(=
I went far east square with mum just now, had yummy japanese ramen(=.
There are so many many things that I want to do, like meet up with room, kbox with wingyi, outings with them. But i think i can only do that when I'm baack from prague and hong kong.And yar, shirs, if you're reading this, the 10 bucks. don't forget!!(=
You are my King, always and forever!(=
mcq!heh.i dont even feel like doing it anymore, but no. i have to.(=
Thursday, November 17, 2005
oh jil!thanks for the toki gong score(=You even wrote my name.heh.thanks.
Alrights!bugis with them tomorrow!YAY(= shop shop!lalala.
oh. don't mind if this entry is quite ruined by the 1st 2 photos.haha.=x opps.
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
Studied at sing post with parn-da.And we saw one vj guy stoned ever since we started lunch until we almost finish our lunch he was still stoning. hmmm..oh, jane joined us. tskk. that girl was so hyper!haha. She did the choir warm-up thingy and this auntie looked at us.lol. So embarrassing.=| And then i don't know why, my pencil case just dropped into the fountain.HAHA. So i had to pick up all the things, pens, pencils, guitar picks, ruler, compass. oh my goodness.haha.=/
2nd last paper tmr!(= I seriously cant wait for tomorrow. ohoh. and btw, i found a new prague buddy!yay. my darling baboon(=So that's how hard i study. haha. rubbish.lol. i was umm. doing amaths while parn-da took it with jane in white. beside me. and the fountain on the other side.lol.thanks for today guys(=
God's love has no limits(=
Monday, November 14, 2005
Did something unusual today. Went to bedok central with shirs as she wanted to buy her shorts.-_-. But in the end she didn't buy one, so we took train home. Alighted at tanah merah and I was thinking what way of transport to go home, cab or bus. Actually I've decided to take a cab, but as I was going up the escalator, I suddenly had the urge to walk home from the mrt station.heh. and so i did.(= I felt really happy about it. Walked past two playgrounds and yar. I started thinking about a lot of things, but generally, I was still very happy when I reached home.
Met parn-da to study plus take photos.haha.We did geog and amaths. Those RV qns!!eee. haha. Thanks for everything today parn-da(=. "orchard road!!" We even had our early christmas photo taking.haha.want to see some of the photos?(=yups. look below!(=plus some photos that I took when I reached home.heh.I was quite bored.so yups.
Sunday, November 13, 2005
(=I did G paper 2 today. After blogging i'm gonna study lit whilst waiting for mum to come back. I'm hungry!heh.Above is amaths model papers, and we were supposedly to do one paper per week but somehow.yarr.haha.
ahhh..i miss my hui ge!haha.actually, i miss ROOM.yar. it has been quite some time since we had ROOM outing. maybe in dec?(=
I'm 3/4 done with my lit. I need to sleep early you see. So yar. i shall continue when I wake up!
Saturday, November 12, 2005
(: shirs and I decided to pop by choir on monday. yay.So before that we're gonna study amaths.whee(=
O Lord, I ask you to watch over me and to guide me. I thank you for your guidance for this whole week. I shall do my part and let You do the rest. Thank you for answering my prayers.(:
Friday, November 11, 2005
I bought this at siglap, and i actually mistakened it as origami paper.it's post-it.-_- barhhh.haha.But i can use it as origami paper, it's not that bad actually. the green part is pretty!!(=come let me show you what i did with one of the green post-it.((=So yup. see that?haha. i think to update blog and put really really random stuff is quite fun(=.haha. ahhh. im going mad.
Today is umm. friday!! Finally one week is gone and -counts 8 papers are gone!!yay yay. it'll end soon. it'll end soon. Kingshaw's suicide didn't come out today, was kind of disappointed, heh. So i chose the one on how an atmosphere of fear is being built up because i am left with no other choice, i am not very steady with the relationship between mr hooper and mrs kingshaw. Moreover i didn't know how to answer the pbq, so yups. The prose was on war and i didn't understand it so i did the poetry which was more friendly to me. weiqin did the prose and the pbq. and yar!Talking about this kangaroo, go and see a doctor please. and get well soon okay(=-hugsSo yup!Another 5 more papers but it will be stretched all the way to the 22nd. Never mind, i'm looking forward to 17th!!(=And there are a couple of reasons behind it.so yups(=17th!heh. The above is what is left for next week's monday to thursday and 22nd.Finally it's one paper a day. Os is ending very soon yar. jiayou everybody!(=
adlin->heys darling. thanks yar(= love you
nic->yups. thanks to you too(=
siewcheng->!!!Our big feast is coming up!yay yay!and yarr. congrats. you cleared bio(=
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
Just another random thing. You see the candles guys?Look for the one that u gave me!!(=lalala
hello. i'm here to update again(= I had three papers today. English paper 1 and 2 and physics. English was challenging so yar don't talk about it. As for physics, it's more difficult than chemistry but it was quite alright.Please please, let me pass English./=
Her letter made me so so so touched. she made me realised how much i mean to her and all the wonderful times we had together. thanks darling(= love you
hmmm.. all the best to all the geog girls and bio girls yar?(=
Below are just some random stuff.heh.This is what is left on monday at the start of Os. And below is what is left now(=Look at what i drew after my physics paper.haha. Seriously i was quite bored. And the electromagnetic induction plus the a.c. generator didn't come out at all!!All those memorising.bleah. I wrote 2 verses down too. John 14:6 "I am the way the truth and the life." And the other one from James "Resist the devil and he will flee away from you" yups.Now you can tell how bored i was.heh.
vj openhouse!that pretty sticker(= 151005The 3 sweet prefect juniors of mine gave me this notebook(=thankies.
okay that's all for the random stuff this week. i am going to do my emaths yar?take care everyone.and yup, it's 8 more days!whee.(=
"Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, but a woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised" (Proverbs 31:30).
Tuesday, November 08, 2005
You can see how fast my Os is gonna end. haha.But well, I believe that it'll end quite fast, in another ummm..-counts fourteen days and I can be free. I seriously can't wait. The big feast with the gang and all those outings.Plus the europe tour on the 23rd(=.okay. shuyun just told me something, that i'm not playing the piano anymore.haha. that means i have to sing aizu bandaisan!!oh my goodness!imagine all those dynamics.ahhh.=/But it will be fun(= But i think it will still make a difference because she's not going anymore, all those things that we've planned over the phone. Those things that i got so excited about. But nvm, i will still go out with you right darling(=?Remember okay?3rd december. I will keep telling you until it gets into your head.hah.(=
to a special group of people->hmmm. i heard that you all are improving, so keep up the good work and i'll see you all again on the 22nd yar?(= remember, keep up the good work!(= you can do it darlings(=
Monday, November 07, 2005
thank you God for giving me the strength.(=
Friday, November 04, 2005
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
My productivity is very low today.ahhh.=( i went out to ask him emaths, went home and finished off that chapter of ss. that's all i did today. -frowns. It's now down to 5 days, I can even count it with one hand.I think after I log off I'll get myself to do some emaths./=
I'm thinking of popping by tomorrow to see how they are doing. Should i? Or should I just locked myself in my room and face the books that I have to study? I really really want to see them. I miss them very badly.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
Monday, October 31, 2005
I'll be your candle on the water;
my love for you will always burn;
I know you're lost and drifting,
but the clouds are lifting;
don't give up, you have somewhere to turn.
I'll be your candle on the water;
Till ev'ry wave is warm and bright.
My soul is there beside you;
Let this candle guide you;
Soon you'll see a golden stream of light.
A cold and friendless tide has found you;
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down.
I'll paint a ray of hope around you,
circling in the air,
lighted by a prayer,
lighted by a prayer.
I'll be your candle on the water;
this flame inside of me will grow.
Keep holding on; You'll make it!
Here's my hand, so take it!
Look for me, reaching out to show,
as sure as rivers flow,
I'll never let you go.
I just felt like putting the lyrics of this song here. I sang this in sacp choir. umm..okay, let me correct myself, i didn't actually sang it, I played the accompaniment.I was playing and singing it just now, and tears just rolled down my cheeks. This song is just so innocent but it is full of meanings.
Sunday, October 30, 2005
Monday, October 24, 2005
Back to the airport days. We floated back to the airport, just that we changed the venue. We once said about changing study place, but in the end, we are still stuck at the airport. Oh ya. One good news!!! I have completed my chem syllabus last night at 2156 at the viewing mall. Can you sense my joy???=D Yesterday sc, fer and I saw our dearest beybey!!She said eh! when she saw us. And even told his son how naughty we were. She was quite sweet because she walked passed us with the intention of saying bye. The second we saw her was when she was coming down the escalator. Together with her husband, son and mother-in-law or her mum. Beybey was blushing!!!!haha. she accused us of stalking her. And this time round, she said to her son this: see!They all so naughty, have not start studying. Haha.ahhh..i miss her a lot.(=
Prelims are over. The number of days left for me to study is decreasing day by day, so I have to make use of the time that I have left. I guess after updating, I will be mugging lit as I’ve promised.3 days lit, 2 days ss, 2 days geog. This week is humanities week. I dont have a choice I guess, I still have to face them, even though how much I dislike it.
siewcheng->my study khaki, study hard okay? We can do it yar?!?Remember our feast!! Thanks for bearing with my endless laughter last night.(= love you panda
Lord, I pray for strength over me as I prepare for my coming exam, that I will have the determination and the perseverance to not to give up. I pray for my friends who may be struggling during this period, may they be strong as well.
Thursday, October 20, 2005
Saturday, October 15, 2005
Hmmmm..Today I went for vj openhouse with shirs. It was quite fun!!And I tell you, joce was so enthu just about everything.fencing. badminton. flying fox. And shirs was crazy about TSD. Went for choir's performance.-thumbs up(=We walked about with karen. We tried out soccer!!Shirs and I didn't want to try as we were wearing slippers.hah..but we still did in the end. I had free ice-cream!heh. I saw quite a lot of sacians.4/7 and 4/6 people. heh.Hmmm..overall i think vj openhouse was not that bad, it was quite fun(=. And I got to sun tan with shirs for a while.But I didn't get my tan.
hmm..23 more days to Os. Come on shirs!!let's work!!!Our dream...
panda->get well soon okay?(= my study khaki. love you.-hugs.
Thursday, October 13, 2005
Some say love, it is razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower & you its only seed
It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
Its the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live
When the night has been too lonely & the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky & the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose
heh. I just felt like putting that.(= the title of this song is the rose.
Friday is the last day of school and which means Os is drawing nearer.
Anyway, i enjoyed myself today singing songs there.(=
Monday, October 10, 2005
hmmm..just a song for everyone(=
hide me now
under your wings
within your mighty hand
when the oceans rise
and thunders roar
i will soar with you
above the storm
father you are the king
over the flood
i will be still
and know you are god.
find rest my soul
in christ alone
know his power
in quietness and trust
this is the song which holds sentimental value to me.I guess some of you will know why.
Saturday, October 08, 2005
Anyway, look forward for 22nd nov alrights(= That's the end of Os!!Hmmm..just one word to everyone out there..jiayou!(=
Sunday, October 02, 2005
Saturday, October 01, 2005
thanks guys for being there all these while.
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Pictures tell a thousand words.In another month's time, we won't be singing the school song and will be called ex-sacians.courageously with heads held high..for virtue true nobility we strive..i spent 8 years of my life in sac and made many friends, though some i've lost contact with and even became hi-bye friends,they still made a difference in my life. Spending 11 years of my life singing in the choir, and the most challenging period was when i've taken on the role as th e president, those ups and downs, when i needed my friends most, they've been there for me..What i want to say is an endless list....
Saturday, September 24, 2005
grad night was really an unforgettable moment for me.the above photo is THE SIX.(: The recess gang. plus the animals. left to right: lion,pig,cow,penguin,panda,kangaroo. I will keep the wonderful and unforgettable moments that we've spent in my heart. Those ups and downs. thanks for being there for me when i'm just not in the mood and trying to cheer me up.
i love you guys(:my dar.(: Who has been there for me all these while. Encouraging me, telling me not to give up. She's also my wonderful sister, who just sees so much in me. She's also the one who keep telling me to breakthrough and here i am. An almost one year old(: We are half of room, the other half is not present tonight. heh. but yarr. Room brings back really a lot a lot of memories, and she's the one whom i share my deep thoughts with, and never fails to lend me that listening ear. i love you dar(:Our form teachers.(:left is mrs lim aka beybey. right is mrs heng aka hengheng.
beybey's "good morning girls" in her that tone. and hengheng's "stand girls" in her that tone. I will not forget that.heh.Plus all those lessons.(: emaths and amaths.heh.my maths teachers. my form teachers(:3 years with hengheng and 2 years with beybey.ahhh.teachers.(: The wonderful people in my life.(:I will miss them.=/
And last but not least. my parents, for bringing me up and grooming me to become what i am today(: without both of you, i won't even be here. (:thank you.
Friday, September 23, 2005
.After school, linette went opposite school to have her eyebrows trimmed and hair trimmed, and we set off to tampines. Had lunch and then walked to cs. Oh!!Let me tell you all something. we saw chelsea doing PEDICURE in nails in vouge!!lol. She was so embarrassed cuz we were laughing and even with the cap, she got no where to hide her face.lol. then saw cassan and ping shopping at lvl 2 as well. Walked over to tm. adlin bought cucumber for facial!!!for the FIRST time.lol. i just had to make that bold.lalala.(:
is tomorrow!!!!((: Whee! I can't wait for it to start, and I can't wait for it to be over.haha. I know is kind of contradicting though.heh.I'm meeting fer to have our hair done, then fetch adlin from her condo then head off to SP!!lalala(:Remember to take photo with me okay??-smiles.
He knows the way that I take; when He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold. —Job 23:10
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Anyway, lessons resume tomorrow and grad night rehearsal after that.
number days to Os:forty-eight
One of them, when he saw that he was healed, returned, and with a loud voice glorified God. —Luke 17:15
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Let me say something. heh.panda is so SWEET!!heh.(: She msg me in the morning to wish me good luck.aww.im touched. (:
Anyway, i can't wait for tomorrow!Whee.
Monday, September 19, 2005
hmmm..i wonder if they all want to go anywhere on tuesday or not..
barhh.is a draining period, but hang in there everyone, it's ending soon yar?(:
I enjoyed myself(:
the breakfast and all.
the shop hopping.(:
Fight the good fight of faith, lay hold on eternal life. —1 Timothy 6:12
The above involves hard work. Worshipping and praising. Praying. Where have it all gone to?When you do not drink water, you get dehydrated and everything internally shuts down and you will die. The same goes here. I need spiritual water. But I need to find it myself. I don't want to get dehydrated. I don't want to die. Where is that fire? That was burning so strong before? It seems to dim now. The weekends that I really looked forward to at church, just worshipping and praising God and lied about going to the movies. Making new friends, enjoying my members' company, how they celebrated my birthday this year. Those powerful messages. I miss those times.
I am not going to give it all up. It will cost too much. I will still hold dearly to it and try to revive it in whatever ways that I can. I've come a long way, having crossed that finishing line last year whereby another chapter of my life unfolds. It is another race and I want to be racing eternally, for God.