Monday, October 31, 2005

candle on the water:
I'll be your candle on the water;
my love for you will always burn;
I know you're lost and drifting,
but the clouds are lifting;
don't give up, you have somewhere to turn.

I'll be your candle on the water;
Till ev'ry wave is warm and bright.
My soul is there beside you;
Let this candle guide you;
Soon you'll see a golden stream of light.

A cold and friendless tide has found you;
Don't let the stormy darkness pull you down.
I'll paint a ray of hope around you,
circling in the air,
lighted by a prayer,
lighted by a prayer.

I'll be your candle on the water;
this flame inside of me will grow.
Keep holding on; You'll make it!
Here's my hand, so take it!
Look for me, reaching out to show,
as sure as rivers flow,
I'll never let you go.

I just felt like putting the lyrics of this song here. I sang this in sacp choir. umm..okay, let me correct myself, i didn't actually sang it, I played the accompaniment.I was playing and singing it just now, and tears just rolled down my cheeks. This song is just so innocent but it is full of meanings.

Sunday, October 30, 2005

I ask for strength from You O God.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Fifteen more days to Os studying. It is coming very soon, but I know it will end soon too. I am really looking forward for the activities after my exam. Like feasting with them, shopping, going for competition to Prague etc.(=

Back to the airport days. We floated back to the airport, just that we changed the venue. We once said about changing study place, but in the end, we are still stuck at the airport. Oh ya. One good news!!! I have completed my chem syllabus last night at 2156 at the viewing mall. Can you sense my joy???=D Yesterday sc, fer and I saw our dearest beybey!!She said eh! when she saw us. And even told his son how naughty we were. She was quite sweet because she walked passed us with the intention of saying bye. The second we saw her was when she was coming down the escalator. Together with her husband, son and mother-in-law or her mum. Beybey was blushing!!!!haha. she accused us of stalking her. And this time round, she said to her son this: see!They all so naughty, have not start studying. Haha.ahhh..i miss her a lot.(=

Prelims are over. The number of days left for me to study is decreasing day by day, so I have to make use of the time that I have left. I guess after updating, I will be mugging lit as I’ve promised.3 days lit, 2 days ss, 2 days geog. This week is humanities week. I dont have a choice I guess, I still have to face them, even though how much I dislike it.

siewcheng->my study khaki, study hard okay? We can do it yar?!?Remember our feast!! Thanks for bearing with my endless laughter last night.(= love you panda
nic->xiexie ni(=

Lord, I pray for strength over me as I prepare for my coming exam, that I will have the determination and the perseverance to not to give up. I pray for my friends who may be struggling during this period, may they be strong as well.

Thursday, October 20, 2005

practical exam is tomorrow. All the best okay? Don't panic. Read instructions carefully for God is with you always yar?(=

good luck!

Saturday, October 15, 2005

I think I'm considered as ex-sacian alr.heh.Anyway, got back a lot of things, cca cert, report book. MOTIVATION!YES. motivation.heh.i miss you!!hmmm..I just counted 23 more days to Os!And prac is on thursday. As usual, my class got the 3rd shift. But I can wake up later. I guess I'll be studying for my prac.For both physics and chemistry.

Hmmmm..Today I went for vj openhouse with shirs. It was quite fun!!And I tell you, joce was so enthu just about everything.fencing. badminton. flying fox. And shirs was crazy about TSD. Went for choir's performance.-thumbs up(=We walked about with karen. We tried out soccer!!Shirs and I didn't want to try as we were wearing slippers.hah..but we still did in the end. I had free ice-cream!heh. I saw quite a lot of sacians.4/7 and 4/6 people. heh.Hmmm..overall i think vj openhouse was not that bad, it was quite fun(=. And I got to sun tan with shirs for a while.But I didn't get my tan.

hmm..23 more days to Os. Come on shirs!!let's work!!!Our dream...

panda->get well soon okay?(= my study khaki. love you.-hugs.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

Some say love, it is a river that drowns the tender reed
Some say love, it is razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say love, it is a hunger, an endless aching need
I say love, it is a flower & you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking that never learns to dance
Its the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It's the one who won't be taken, who cannot seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely & the road has been too long
And you think that love is only for the lucky & the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
Lies the seed that with the sun's love in the spring becomes the rose

heh. I just felt like putting that.(= the title of this song is the rose.
Friday is the last day of school and which means Os is drawing nearer.
Anyway, i enjoyed myself today singing songs there.(=

Monday, October 10, 2005

telepathy is freaky. trust me.
hmmm..just a song for everyone(=
hide me now
under your wings
cover me
within your mighty hand

when the oceans rise
and thunders roar
i will soar with you
above the storm
father you are the king
over the flood
i will be still
and know you are god.

find rest my soul
in christ alone
know his power
in quietness and trust

this is the song which holds sentimental value to me.I guess some of you will know why.

Saturday, October 08, 2005

hello. i haven't been blogging.heh.yes.i know.bleahh.It has been a tiring week.Everyday I have to stay back until at least 5pm, either for tutorial or self-study. I think the special timetable is still quite alright, but is just the after school thingy that i'm not okay with. The school is literally forcing all 4-8ians to study our humans, especially ss.-sighs. Anyway, one more week of school and that's it. study break will start, and the number of days to Os will become smaller and smaller. And before we know it, it's the 20th of oct, sci prac. And then it'll be 7th nov.
Anyway, look forward for 22nd nov alrights(= That's the end of Os!!Hmmm..just one word to everyone out there..jiayou!(=

Sunday, October 02, 2005

i ask you Lord to give me strength. The strength that i need to carry on and not to give up even though i may feel like it. to grant me wisdom. to grant me faith, so that i will put my trust in you and leave everything up to you.Lord, I really would like You to hold my hand and to guide me through this period of time, so that I will have your guidance. I ask You Lord to open up my parents' hearts, so that your presence can touched them and may they be saved one day. Now when i think back, i think it was call from you that i picked up guitar, and i really thank God for that, i didn't know i have that talent.but most importantly, i think that it was a call from you is because You know that i can't go to church, so maybe to pick up guitar is to praise and worship You at home!And whenever I worship you with my guitar, I could feel the presence of God in my room. How wonderful You are(:Hallejulah!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

This week's afternoon I've been devoted to mostly amaths.Doing all the model papers and so on. We've been getting back our papers this week and my results are not very fantastic, but i will continue to work hard because i know that i can do it! Well, that's what 55% of me is saying, the rest of me just want to give everything up, but I know that it is not worth to do so at this point of time where I've already come so far, it's the last lap. I know that I can make it and so can you guys too.Let's work hard together okay?(:

thanks guys for being there all these while.