what a coincidence! haha :D Exams are over and holiday is here! Just a week =( Oh well, i'm going to enjoy myself to the fullest!

There is a book that someone read recently at a bookstore, and talked to me about how some prayers are answered and some are not, it got me thinking about double mindedness.In the book, it was stating that person A feels anxious/worried before praying and person A STILL feels anxious/worried after praying. So my response was that it is not being totally reliant on God, praying with double-mindedness. We have to be clear of what we want in life and ask accordingly.

James 1:5-8 (MSG) If you don't know what you're doing, pray to the Father. He loves to help. You'll get his help, and won't be condescended to when you ask for it. Ask boldly, believingly, without a second thought. People who "worry their prayers" are like wind-whipped waves. Don't think you're going to get anything from the Master that way, adrift at sea, keeping all your options open.

I'm thankful to my leaders (zoe & jme) who taught me to pray through, not praying with repetitions but to pray until i feel there's a breakthrough, until i sense the peace in my heart, until i no longer feel anxious/ worried about the thing that was on my mind, knowing that God will take care of it. It is one of those things that i will remember for a life time, thank you my leaders (:

Philippians 4:6-7 (NLT) Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. Then you will experience God’s peace, which exceeds anything we can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus.

so yups! (: that's my thoughts about double mindedness! I didn't mean to be too religious by quoting and all but these verses just came into my mind. thanks for reading! (:

happy birthday dear!(: <3

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I have one more paper to go!! I'm already done with the worst (business finance and finance). Seriously, i can't wait for friday to come!! What a great day to relax after the two most grueling papers with him. shooting basketballs + cheap and yummy food + long talks. <3

this is the current song that i'm learning at my keyboard class (last week + this week). it is a song that really touches my soul as we worship in the keyboard class.

i don't know what else to blog abt..

the day that we all have been waiting for... :D

thanks so much for the card,necklace + ring and the most adorable penguin! haha <3 let's meet up next next week! =]

it's tomorrow...

mixed feelings of a transition of another person's life...

hahahaha. this is FUNNY!!

it's time for a proper update!!

on Saturday,I found out a planned surprise that didn't happened but I'm really touched that they actually thought of surprising me at 12am(: <3s to lovelies!:D

I finally got to spend private time with cia-ee,it really has been a long time since we did that!we check out ion but was quite disappointed because it's like a MAZE!we bump into my parents and ate together.haha. headed to far east for some shopping for shoes(: tried out toga tops but didn't buy any.i really enjoy the time spent with her,the things that we talk and share.<3


last week was also church's anniversary!despite getting 4 hours of sleep the previous night,I woke up early and was really looking forward to the services in the morning!queued for a long time but thank God that we got into the stadium,even though we were seated at the south(behind the stage), the presence of God was really overwhelming as pastor led us in prayers and worship. also, in the 2nd service,it was really heartwarming to see how the 20 pioneers of the church started out and brought this church to where it is today.

there was also this section by the worship team from children's church!I think they really awe the crowd in the stadium! there was this boy standing on stage rocking with the guitar, poh daughter leading praise,jumping around and singing just like her father!

it has been 4 years!time really passes very fast!I'm thankful for the wonderful family that God has placed me into,the people that I see every Saturday and i want to see each one of them living out the destiny that God has for them! also, the talents that He has placed in me so I can make use of them to impact others though im not sure how can do so right now,i believe that it will bw reviewed to me. thank God for all the miracles especially the thing that I was really bothered about.truly,You know my heart's desire. thank You for the challenges that You've places in my life though they can be really draining,I know I can overcome them and furthermore,You won't give me challenges that I can't handle.

I can't imagine life without You <3
On Monday, met up with some of my ex-colleagues for dinner and went up to the office to wait for them to end work! thanks mama for opening the door for niki and me, and the big hug! :D niki bought me cookies from the cookie museum as i've requested :P thanks faridah for the treat! :D

totally yummy!(:
to end off, here's the both of us (: Exams coming REAL soon!!

there are so many things i want to blog about but i don't know where to start from...

<3

Yesterday was the day that i turn 21! As the day approaches, i feel that i didn't mind not having an extremely spectacular day even though i felt like a celebrity in school. haha. A simple dinner with my loved ones would be the best definitely. and yes! thanks dear for doing the collage, it looks great for the first attempt! :D thanks for the dinner and present, thanks for accompanying me the whole day!

Thanks friends for all the birthday greetings! And surprise present from allison and a special card from jael, surprise cake from cia :D

Truly, i feel so so blessed. =]

to deb: debbie!! i don't know when will the next time we will see you but you will definitely be missed. do take care over there yea. see you soon my friend(: