i was just reading those spiritual reports that i used to send to sis jl and ade back in the days when i was still in j1. A sense of peace, security, joy flood me like a never ending river. God never failed to lift me up when i was down. He was there in every situation that i'm in and brought me out of it. The first encounter with God, the first revelation from God. I'm glad that i've written all of them down because it reminds me of the faith that i had and still have of God. That i know and i know that Christianity is a relationship with the most High.=] Yea, i used to feel negative about myself, the sense of insecurity that i have. Thoughts of even doing something to end my life.. i thank God for not giving up on me despite many times that i'm not faithful. Thank kor kor and vann for not giving up on me that i will come to Christ one day =] i remembered victor encouraged me by telling me to focus on the promises of God instead of my own problems. Rom 8:28, " And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose." I remembered that time i was afraid of the selection for the Olomouc competition because i was sick but in the end, i got through=] thank God. I also remembered that i received an sms from dn to tell me not to worry (: I actually know the importance of expectancy at that time! =] Be expectant of a move of God =]
Truly, an unending love from God. The song 'I offer my life' which we sang during cg last sat, a vision of me by a river and God was there. I walked to Him with my burdens, He lifted me up and embraced me. tears came rolling down my cheeks. It was a real encounter with God.
I do believe that sometimes when things doesn't go the way that we want, there is a reason, it may even be a blessing in disguise. What's more important is that we continue to walk no matter how tough life can be. =]
with a thankful heart, cheers! =]
thank God for wonderful friends! =]
Truly, an unending love from God. The song 'I offer my life' which we sang during cg last sat, a vision of me by a river and God was there. I walked to Him with my burdens, He lifted me up and embraced me. tears came rolling down my cheeks. It was a real encounter with God.
I do believe that sometimes when things doesn't go the way that we want, there is a reason, it may even be a blessing in disguise. What's more important is that we continue to walk no matter how tough life can be. =]
with a thankful heart, cheers! =]
thank God for wonderful friends! =]
