i'm going to dedicate this post to you my dear friend.
though we were in the same school for 4 years, and now you are my classmate, one of the closest girls to me. you never fail to make me laugh.you were there for me.
Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows.
we share our joys and laughters together, and not forgetting, we also share our sorrows.
Many people will walk in
and out of your life,
but only true friends will leave
footprints in your heart.
you left many many footprints in my heart, footprints that will never be faded, that never will be erased. you made a difference to me in my life. in just this short-but-full-of-memories 8 months. you really mean a lot to me.and it'll be so different without you around, without your voice around, without your sudden burst of laughter. i wonder how life will be.
Friends are quiet angels who lift us to our feet
when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly.
you never failed to stand by me whenever i'm troubled, whenever i needed that support, you were there for me.you lifted me up so that i can fly again..

i remembered the time when we went to your house for project, i remembered the times you invited us over to your house for movies but i couldn't make it. you never fail to invite us over to your house.there is one thing that i am really sorry about, why did we have to outcast you on your special day? on your birthday?why? i know it is not the right thing to do but still..why? why did i insist on doing it? how did it started in the first place???

after cpe on one of the mondays.

i remembered the times when we slack at the lib, or when we studied in the lib. when i taught you econs. when our clique got so bonded with each other. going lectures together. going tutorial together. i remembered smsing you whenever you were not in school.i remembered exchanging bag to carry while walking to tutorial class or lecture or lab.your bag was filled with gold especially during the time before exams. how heavy your bag was and i had a hard time carrying it..
you look so happy here(:

us.

when we exchanged our bags to carry..


how bonded we are...

the bond that we share..

i just wanna say..i love you my dear friend.

edited-> HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY BIG BRO!!((:
finally i managed to post the previous post after many attempts. op dry run today, i was quite nervous because i could feel my heart beating very fast. met jin yew for breakfast at 201 and saw luke n william. and amantha and her group mates. after op, waited for bus 34 to come while talking to aiping at the bus stop(: I was snoozing in the bus due to fatigue. lol.

Today met up with my darling abc to study chinese(: whee. we settled down at pac coffee because delifrance was quite full.i ordered my favourite mocha chillino(: yumyums. i completed the rj paper and studied one chapter of the text. i lend weiqin my rj paper(: hah.
i was doing the rj paper's 3rd compre while wei was studying chpt 4 when panda took this(:whee((: the hardworking me(:.....and wei((:.....and panda(:

both of them starting whining when i said im going home for dinner. heh. sorry girls. i'll eat out with you all next time ya(: enjoy your popeye dinner(: i went home by myself and saw desiree at tanah merah(:
choir tomorrow. meeting and tuition on wed. exam n choir on fri. choir on sat. my week is quite packed alr. hah.
oh yar, im starting tuition(: whee. i really want to improve my grades, especially physics, though i have little interest in it,i will do my best. yes i will!(:

Glory shines
No eye has seen your fullness
The depth of Your amazing grace
No heart conceived
Through mysteries born in heaven
Your hope has come into this place
The whole world waits to see

Glory
Glory to the One who reigns

Your glory out of heaven shines
All consuming, overflowing
Given for each heart to find in You
Your glory and Your majesty
Never fading, everlasting
Reigning in my heart
Forever true

Let Your glory reign
Let Your glory reign forever
King of heaven
King eternal
King forevermore

my eyes will swell with tears everytime i am singing "King of heaven, King eternal, King forevermore".

-YAWNS.-chants and chants"shi jia ru lai, shi jia ru lai, shi jia ru lai, shi jia ru lai" and it REPEATS.=( One good thing for the song is that, i feel that the blending, as in the chords are quite nice. hah. fri's prac was really challenging, but i was glad that i went through it. thank God for giving me the confidence that i really needed(: yesterday's prac. lol. louis said he wants to look noob. and here goes!!
louis before...
...louis after.
hah(:

cell group at sis jialing's today. it was really great but i think i need to overcome something in order for me to grow. I feel that my growth is kind of stagnant now, so yes. overcomer.confidence.faithyeah yeah.you can do it bay-beh.(: After that pooled with them, it was really a great time of fellowshipping(: oh ya oh ya!! sis jialing asked me about something too((: the next level is coming up for me perhaps(:

and yummy dinner at pastamania after pool((:

monday's op dry run and i have just finished my 530 words speech. there is still a need to practice it. perhaps after theory later. alrighty. i want to sleep now. tired(:

nights!

-yawns. i'm waiting to send the most updated slides to them. tpjc.net is lagging. =( the size of the powerpoint is 12.9MB so i cant send thro hotmail and yahoo. -shakes head. -yawns. i'm tired.

anyway, the last day of school ended well even though something happened before break. ms loh was so touched!!((: a performance put up by our class with farhan as the guitarist and heider the soloist and ahmad the drummer. lol. no doubt it was fun(: i'm really looking forward to our class outing on the 14th!(: i miss you guys. esp the girls(:
weijie and duc preparing for ms loh's card!!
the 5 girls clique. hah(:
some of s12 guys seated across me.
ahmad's solo!
Last but definitely not the least....-drums roll..
farhan's solo!(:

oh ya. when i was on my way walking to mrt, i bump into clement, kaiying and yuping. lol(:

O Lord i pray, as this is the season for really stepping up our faith and placing our entire trust in You, that You will do the miracle for us O Lord. Father God, i pray for forgiveness and forgetfulness to come upon me, even though i'm hurt so badly and got so upset over this, i pray that i will be able to forgive and forget for God You forgive and forget all the sins that i've done, treat it as a blessing to her and so i'm not going to ask anymore. May the forgiveness and forgetfulness of You dwell in me so that i will become more like You.and Lord, i thank You for the blessings You have showered upon me.i love You with all my heart. in Jesus' name i pray. amen

haha. yes i know i just blogger. but i forgot that i got tagged by yuling to do this! lol(:

seven things that scare me:
1.to be in an environment that im not comfortable with.
2. lizard
3.not meeting expectations (mine and other's)
4. not sing well.
5. cockroach
6. the bus 10 man.
7. stalker

seven things i like about myself:
1. my eyes
2.God's child(:
3.my family(:
4.my wonderful friends.
5.able to play the piano
6.that i learnt guitar on my own.
7. able to communicate.

seven impt things in my rm:
1.guitar
2.phone
3.ipod
4. bed
5.table
6.doggie
7.letters

seven random facts about me:
1.i was from an all girls primary and secondary school<- same as yuling(:
2.i love my family on earth and my spiritual family(:
3. usually i dont like to be alone.
4. love small kids.
5. can type fast
6. immigrated to singapore
7. have a dog named lucas(:

seven things i do before i die:
1. make impact in people's life
2. live a life that is worth living.
3.travel to hawaii.
4.take care of my loved ones.
5.continue serving God
6.fufill the purpose for my life<- same as yuling.
7.to start a happy family.

seven things i can do:
1. sleep
2.play piano n guitar
3. sing!(:
4. swim
5. praise and worship God(:
6. talk on the phone
7. laugh

seven things i can't do:
1. cook well
2. sew well
3. to have my dog to listen to me.lol.
4. play the violin
5. get the results that i want.
6. play the drums
7. play mahjong. lol.

seven things i say the most:
1.lalala(:
2. YEAH!!
3. oh.
4. uhhuh
5.haha. thank you thank you.
6.yar lor.
7.HAHA.

seven bloggers i would like to see doing this :
1. siew cheng
2. jillian
3. adlin
4. naomi
5. yuping
6. shu ning
7. ding neng

-heaves a sigh of relief. wr is finally handed in. today is saturday! had my favourite set A at tamp (: and headed to bukit batok. i kinda miss going there every saturday and i haven't been there for months. it was really fun fellowshipping with the whole bunch of them. made some new friends.(: debbie and i grouped with 3 of charles' friends, shiwei, mj (garfield) and david. debbie overheard mj saying "let me show you the power of slow ball" LOL. i had a strike and a spare. i was a bit tired by the end of the first set. so halfway through the 2nd set, my scores remained a little stagnant.hah. but it was really fun(: though we didn't manage to win any prizes.
from the bottom left corner clockwise: sis jialing, me, debbie, naomi, yuling and liu jing. sisters!(:
to the right is our lane and the beautiful flourescent balls. lol(:

took the train by myself to head back to the east, supposedly to take with damian and john but nvm. headed home and was looking for a seat, but the train was very very crowded. i was standing amongst the crowd while indulging myself in the bonesetter's daughter. lol. thanks dad for picking me up at tanah so i dont have to wait for the bus(: the boy below is SO cute!! he's 1yr 9 mths old, one of my dad's colleague's son. i gave him my eeyore keychain. so cute(:
haha. he was in my room when i took this photo. i had his permission alright. haha. i said "you want to take photo?" he just turned and smiled. (:

waiting for 23rd nov to come. i want to go somewhere(:

rawr. im up printing my 49-pages-almost-exceeded-2k-words wr. today is j2's farewell assembly and mrs goh's farewell. choir will put up a performance too. all the best choristers of tpjc(: is the sincerity that counts ya. so yups. see you all(:

-yawns. i'm up printing written report?! lol(:

promos ended.choir practices resuming this wednesday! and for the following tuesdays, fridays and saturdays!! ahhh..my beloved saturdays that i want to spend with my cg bros n sis.i sent a msg to naomi just now(:whee.

on sunday after theory went to airport and had a chance to fellowship with yuling, damian, charles, wenloong, victor and sis zoe!(: whopeedoo. and yups..took a photo of yuling playing guitar, i think she look really nice in it(:here's the photo!so cool right?!:) oh yar. and thanks victor for teaching me physics on sunday. everyone left except yuling, victor and me. so we left there at about 7pm.

i just want to share something with you all. it's from what pst. kong preached about on 1st oct.
there are many voices we hear each day.
1. the voice of criticism.
2. the voice of doubt
3. the voice of selfishness
4. the voice of limitation
5. the voice of faith.
it's really important to what voices we listen to.don't listen to the criticism. don't listen to the doubt. don't be selfish. we have unlimited possibilites!(: Listen to the voice of faith.(: Not to be selfish because in order for us to get, we got to be willing to give(:
Luke 5:5 ->But Simon answered and said to Him, “Master, we have toiled all night and caught nothing; nevertheless at Your word I will let down the net.”
there is no victory without a fight, there is no victory without a battle. moreover, when we know we cannot quit, we will fight harder for an even greater victory, and it will lead to success! Never be discouraged, because being dissatisfied means that we want to give up. be dissatisfied instead, have the fighting spirit in us, because by being dissatisfied, we know that there is something more that God is stirring in our hearts.

yups. that's about all i want to share with you guys. i hope it is encouraging somehow or another(:
on a lighter note..kbox tmr with the wonderful ppl!(:

hmm. interesting i think(:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

(:

doesn't she looks like jil? lol(:

HELLO! chem, econs, gp is DOWN.phy, maths and phy mcq to go. all the best everyone.
thank You God, for being here for me when i needed You the most. when i am in fear, Your embrace comforts me. i love You my Daddy God(:

thanks yuling for sending me track 10 of chc children's church cd(: i wanted to buy it on sunday! i decided that i'm going to buy it the coming sunday! the kids have such strong faith, it's really an encouragement to me(:
"i want to know You more
You are a great big God
im young n do not noe alot
come n be my all
i want to love you all
giving You my life n all
You died for me and sacrifice
i won't forget You Lord

i love You Jesus
i grow up knowing You
i love You Jesus
i grow up serving You
i love You Jesus
my life is saved by You
i'll never forget never forget
i grow up loving You"

it brings a big smile to my face(: