ahhh.mummy woke me up at 6.30am for school but i told her that i've set my alarm clock at 6.45am, so that gave me another 15minutes!(: school was so deserted when i reached. i was earlier than mr kuah. hah. thanks mr kuah for being so understanding, and note this:
i've completed measurements for phy tys for my remedial!!
it was supposed to be done about 2 weeks ago.whopeedoo!(:moreover, i've got my maths tutorial done!((: then studied a bit of physics. that is enough to take me 5 hours my afternoon.this morning waited for ning to reach school, luckily had jin yew's company. lol. ah wong was dozing off, he didn't sleep last night, that's why.-shakes head. anyway..lessons ended at 11.30am after farhan's and moose's SIEAS presentation with daniel mia-ing. Chicken rice-d then slack for a while and studied until 7.15pm. homed at 10pm. oh yar! took photo with ning in the toilet! haha
taken after ms loh went through both BE insights. And the BE insights practice 2, i got the economics concept CORRECT!! hah. and that's on EXTERNALITY!YAY(: hah. and yup. the toilet pics. hah.
the toilet girls(:
the toilet girls again!hah(:
aww. those kids. their innocence never fail to put a smile on my face. even though they were screaming and shouting in the room, playing musical chair,but i did not feel a tinge of irritation. i even waited to ask the buddy host to give me the slice of ICE-CREAM cake!haha. kids(: so cute!!(:

listening to dixon dj-ing. hah. i just dedicated a song to my dearest tpjc choir(: and so did henry and hazel! hah.(: hazel stopped idolising!haha.(:

OH YAR!!. at 9.45pm just now i received an unexpected message from ADLIN!!
awww. ADLIN!! im really really looking forward for you to come back in december. miss you many many.and thanks for everything too girl. and when you come back, we have to go out okay?!(: i miss pinching your fats. hah.XD*loveS

foyer.445.mama shop.201.445.

12th august.happy birthday to my cousin joey!(: musical panorama was alright(: and jil!! i had fun walking around with you before the concert. thanks for the company. =D one test down! 4 coming in the next week. spa trial, maths test, compre, econs assessment. rawr. it's madness. Anyway i saw hong sheng during intermission just now and just waved. oh wells. -shrugs. and yar.. thanks girls for ps-ing me today.=/ but never mind, i had weijie-tan and jin yew. hah.(:

promos coming. jiayou!(:
*hearts.
ahh.phy remedial and econs tomorrow! and i have yet to do my physics tys=/
mp[n(com)]. vch. raffles. tanah merah

PHOTOS!!look at the candle-lit pizza! we had it in B206. ((: it was on my birthday. thanks guys(:
a few of us on 8th august.
ning and i. i was trying to take the 4 guys-tan and wong weijie, duc and jin yew. but failed.heh.
the girls after the singing session in the hall(: and if i'm not wrong, that's farhan at the back?!hah.
many many tests coming!! i think im picking up my momentum already.i managed to study physics on work energy power and did covered the solution to the examples to do. all this done in 2.25 hours. hmmmm. the j2s are having their prelims soon..all the best ya?(:

201.physics. maths. sundae

i will upload the celebration photos soon!(: today studied six hours.macs was so quiet, moreover we were not the only ones studying there. There was even a moment that i feel as though i was in the library! haha. it was that quiet. many tests coming!!
110806: chemical energetics 1 and 2 test
150806: chemistry spa trial skills c and d
160806: maths lecture test on trigonometry (which we have not even learnt)
170806: compre test (after school)
190806: econs assessment (BE insights and essay)
220806: chemistry spa skills c and d. phy lecture test (dynamics, work energy and power, motion in a circle and gravitational force)
250806: maths test on induction and sequences and series @ 3.30pm <- note the time!!we end school at 12.10pm.

promos coming! on a lighter note, concert this friday!(: off to the toilet!haha.

hearts to all(:

hello! woah. today was such a long day, lessons from 7.40am all the way to 5.30pm. with 2 breaks at 9.40 to 10.10 and 12.50 to 1.30pm. i had my napfa too. hah. i dont really care about napfa, that's why. (: OH! i'm going to show you guys some photos, im crossing my fingers that weijie wont come n see it. hah XD
weijie just pointing to space. hah.
attempting to click his hair-take 1
attempting to click his hair-take 2.
haha. it was taken during chem tutorial which was after pe.

anyway, thanks andrew for the present(: and yups!
interchange, cheesecake, bubbletea, bus

WINGYI!! on friday i was caught by her at 201. LOL.i miss her so much. missed talking to her in cantonese where everyone else around us don't understand, especially back in 4/8. haha.missed singing twins songs with you. missed holding your hand and walk.((: WIGGY!!(: *hugs(: im glad that you are feeling better now. and YOU ARE SO PRETTY LAR. (: boyfriend misses you(:

napfa tomorrow!! 07 aug.
counts*13(:

hello! let me show you the state of one of the keyboards in J202.
just look at that. -shakes head.
okays! off to econs now!(:

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the pastamania surprise!(:
trying the top that is given by my dearest E348(:
card, pumps, belt and foreverfriends from jillian, kee siang, henry, amie, zhi yi, olivia kam, juliana and joanne!(:

Just some photos from monday(:
and yups.. thanks for treating me tb+ mpncnonm (: LOL *loveS
5hours today!(:clocking in more!

HELLO!! just want to say thanks to everyone(:
the pastamania surprise!
ding neng, jillian, kee siang, andrew, henry, chin soon, seng keat, joanne, zhiyi, juliana, hong kuang, prem
and not forgetting my WONDERFUL 06s12!!(:
farihin, shu ning, simin, duc, weijie-s ,jin yew, qing lin, jian kai, wilson, phyllis, jiayi, yuping, kai ying, rachel, farhan...
my DEAREST DEAREST E348!!(:
last but not least..
guohui,luke, germaine tan, sher, debbie, zhi wei, adeline, serent, denise, chee kian, damian, hui jun, ADLIN, huiling, felicia, siewcheng, jason, kaiyun, sharon, diyanah, joanna, jialin,hazel, wingyi, janey, shiyun, shu yun, chelsea, terry, aiping, linette.

THANKS GUYS!(:
18th birthday wouldn't be so memorable if not for you guys.*loveS

PHOTOS!(:

tpjc choristers!(:

aiping and me(:

WOOHOO!haha. it's self-shot. we had fun jumping and going crazy under the bridge. lol(:

pretty us(:

jo and jil.

jeanne,jil,avonne,jo.serene,me(:

jo,me.jil.(:

luan,jo,jil,me!(: *loveS

prem!

more photos on-> click

hello! choral fest 06 is over.*hugs to many(:
i'll upload the photos soon yar?take care everyone(:
right now there are many things that i need to take care of, mainly is studies and choir.
*loveS(:

ccab's toilet(: the sops!it just seems like 2 years ago when i was there.but this time is with different people(: *loveS
it's mid-July and there is about 3 more months to promos. i'm determined.(:

today's speaker was rev. dr. che ahn. God's power moved so strongly that i started tearing unknowingly.There were many many testimonies too! Praise God(:
Choral fest is the coming thursday, jiayou everyone!(: But this means that i will have to miss about 4 days of lessons. rawr ): and this special message goes out to debbie: yo debbie. get well soon okay(: i miss not seeing you today! *loveS(:
taka taka taka taka(:
i will stay here and praise You forever(:

hmm. i've got nothing much to say now so i guess i'll just post the lyrics of this song.

My Healer
Love stronger than the fears before me
Hung on the cross and set me free
Mercy endures through all my fraility
Blood that was shed for me to live

Rain down Your power
Saviour I need You near

My Jesus, I call Your name
You're broken for all my pain
My healer, You've touched my world
By Your stripes, I'm whole again
And I place all my trust in You
And I place all my hope in You

River of Life that runs in heaven
Flow from Your thron into this place
Healing will flow through all the nations
And all will know Your saving grace

Lord, let Your anointing come and heal me. I place all my hurts and pains into Your hands oh God. In Jesus' name i pray. amen

hello! i didn't manage to update the past few days. farewell to the year 2s, choir will be different without you guys but do remember to come back and visit us soon!(: All the best.

Here are some of the panorama photos!(:
small pupils and me(:the one who came up with the zing-ah-zing-ah-zoo game. haha.(:
louis, me, jil(:
me and max.and before i forget, upon MAX's request, i will post this following photo too(:
me, guan cheng, max, jil(:
sop1s! (:
zhiyi and me.(:
me and amie.(:
aiping and me!(:haha. sc and asc.
george and me.

whopeedoo! finally sat down and had a chat with sheryl and yixuan during break today.And with pearlyn, ping, peijin before our oral yesterday.4/8 i miss you. (:

*HEARTS to everyone.

and lastly, happy birthday to hui jun and ding neng!(:

reflection: me and wei. chairs:cheng and didi. *loveS
venus: whitesands
purpose: catching up
people: 5/6 of the six(:
next: 150706 @ ps

my smile is back!(:

Take all of me
You call us to follow
And we place all we have into Your hands
Your all that we desire

You show us Your kingdom
Built into our hearts forevermore
Jesus our lives belong to You

Take all of me
I give You my all for all of You
Move in Your power
Open the heavens Lord today
Take all of me
Make us Your light for all to see
Change this world we live in
Let Your harvest in
Let Your harvest in

Take all of me for all of You
All consuming fire
Take all of me for all of You
Your my heart's desire

never have i felt so much joy for the past weeks. never have been so looking forward for service. never have been happier to step into the House of God to praise and worship Him(: And to sing this song once again, to exchange my all for all of Him.thank You for taking away my emotional burden, the one which has caused me to become bitter. the one which i have to hide and put it away. thank You for taking it away, so that i can praise and worship You with all my heart and soul once again. i love You my Lord, You are all that i need(:

i like this photo(: (jo,jil,me,henry)

Surrender
I rise with You in the wake of the morning
I walk with You in the cool of the night
And every single day
I'm devoted to Your ways
Only Yours
Only Yours

And I surrender all to You
And I surrender all to You

When I'm weak You are strong
You're my feet when I can't move on
You're the light in the dark
You're the whisper inside my heart

I'm all for You
I'm all for You

Lord my Lord, i know You are here with me, i konw You are always here. i may be too weak to even walk on my own now. i really am depending on You each day for at times like this, You will carry me. This is when i will only see a set of footprints in the sand. Lord i surrender everything to You. i am lifting everything up to You for i no longer know how to carry on.i know You have a greater purpose for me in my life to achieve and Lord, You have given me great potential. Lord, i know i have neglected You but i really want to go back to Your side. You are my first love and Your love is the greatest among all the others. Lord, i really really want to go back to how i have loved You with a pure heart, and with all my heart.Thank You for all Your blessings. i lift this pray to You in Jesus' name. Amen.

*ouch. my left third toe still hurts!! =/

there is choir later! That is one thing that i look forward to each week even though it may be tiring. But look at the people in it.it's like one big family. jil's blog made me miss choir even more!yar. i know i've been spending more time with the choir people than with my class..but it doesn't make me love you all any less.really.

i just want to say, thanks everyone for being there for me.
vann for calling me to talk to me even when im so busy to call you. i really how we used to talk.
victor for calling me to ask how i am.thanks bro.and thanks for calling me just now. all the best for ct.
siewcheng for being there even though we seldom meet up anymore, i miss you lots lots.
and the list goes on....

common tests are over! what to do now? i think i will just have to wait for papers to come back and do something about it. i dont like it when people push me up to the walls where i have nowhere to turn. it is not like i didn't try at all, i did put in the effort. or perhaps i didn't put in enough effort then. i dont feel discouraged.i feel dissatisfied. "don't be discourage when you fail to do something. but have this mindset that you have learn that this way can't be done". thanks baokun for emphasising it(:

i feel as though im in this pit-hole. it's like i'm falling deeper and deeper as each day passes by. it's so dark in there, i want to get out. i want to get out. everything just seems to be falling. i long to be in Your sanctuary. i long to be under Your wings my Lord.
mysilenceismyselfdefence

HELLO!(: i dont think i'll be going much into the details of the trip but i'll upload the photos!(:
3 GOLDS!(:
LOVES(: tpjc choir.
jil and me(:
jil,ks,dn,me
what 3 sac girls can do when they come together. hah.(:me, sher,jil
male chorus(:
zhiyi, me, jil, mr low(:
me,guan cheng,max, jil.
chris, me, jil.

I really am very proud of tpjc choir.we did well this time round, all the hard work and effort paid off. more importantly, it's a testimony to God(: WHEEWIT.
thanks zoe for the confectionary from sydney(:

service on Fathers' Day was awesome!(: when i reached home at night i managed to give the card to my dad and hugged him. I feel so happy to have an earthly father. but more importantly, i have a Heavenly Father too!(: -big smiles.

everything is alright now.(:

EMERGE 2006!it was really moving.The presence of God was so strong that it brought tears in my eyes.This song, sanctuary.
Sanctuary
when my world was in darkness
spoke Your Word
light turn into day
Your beauty filled this place

when my world stood in silence
You filled my heart
songs that never end
forever i will praise

to think that the universe
cannot withold Your glory
You choose to live in me
i'm so amazed

and i, worship You Lord
my life in You restored
here is my heart
make it Your sanctuary
for nobody else
but Jesus only You

You are faithful and true
glorious Lord
all my life
it is You i adore
You've touched my soul
completed my world i surrender to You

time now is 3.30pm. im taking cab now to fetch niao then go to airport, meet jil n ks to study.thankies daddy and mummy for going to airport to send me off and to bring along my luggage as well.(: thankies.

tpjc choir! i believe that we can do it!thanks for all the support and i will be back on the 13th. take care!

jil n me(:
jil n me again(:
vann n me at emerge 06(:

3rd june06. officially 4 more days till olomouc. press on tpjchoir!(:
female chorus had voice training with mr low this morning. perhaps i didn't sleep well the night before, i was yawning away. heh. the usual 3 of us headed to sing post to study. today was not very productive i must say. jil n i napped. hah.
zhiyi n jil.
the photo above was taken after jil's 1 hour plus nap at macs. hah.
after studying, we went to THAT fashion and shopped! i tried on this formal top, it's SO pretty. Sad to say i am broke, so didn't manage to get it.

tomorrow will be a long day! emerge session 5 and finale tomorrow! God will move!(:
OH YAR! that day, i embarrassed myself in the conference room!!it was SO embarrassing!! so i shan't elaborate on it. hah.
And so it goes brought me to tears that day.

hello(: concert is over! the next thing is the competition.thanks guys for coming to the concert and support the choir. not forgetting those who didn't come but wished me good luck.(:
female chorus->heys girls. really really thanks for supporting me. without your support, i could have just break down and freeze on stage. but thanks girls. *loves.
the sops were so sweet!they gave me a sops group hug because i screwed up the piano accompaniment part, but they didn't mind it, they said it was very good and then a sops group hug. tears were in my eyes. thankies sops.(: after the concert, juls,jil,daryl,ks, niao and i went for supper at lau pa sat. we saw so many choir people there. and i managed to see chiu ying and doreen(: thanks chris's mum for sending me home, if not i'll be stuck at lau pa sat with no transport.
nic->thankies(:
*loves.(: jil, juls,jo,me.
me n jil(:
me,jil,hazel(:
juls at lau pa sat
PRETTY ROSES!(: and eeyore(:

today is sort of like the only break day.because the next few days i'll be having practice until the day that we fly off.hmmm. rest your voice,drink more water ya?(: i got to go off now. take care everyone.(: